sometimes words are difficult to do or give proper honor to hard times or a situation, and I’m thankful I was able to document a very large portion of my year where it felt that no words were really necessary.
 I started off the new year, thinking I had it all figured out. I am a planner, protector, and normally have 1 million options for myself in order to protect my well-being for any kind of situation. What presented itself to me the first week of January was a new situation that involved feelings I have never felt before. To look back and know how healed I am, and how that is such a past version of me, I am proud, but it didn’t feel proper to not give this year, the full justice, it deserved by honoring all the emotion that came with my heartbreak. I was able to help so many girls through similar emotions, and that makes it all worth it. This year came with unexpected trips, friends, lessons, and it taught me the most important thing which is patience. They taught me patience in situations where you don’t want to be in to not have everything always mapped out. Being fearful of vulnerability is some thing I’m still scared of, but I work on it every day and have learned to no longer live in the past. I hope this video helps to close out the chapter that was 2022 for me and I can’t wait to see what is in store for my new year after a hard year of healing and getting myself to a proposition. I love you all, and I am forever grateful
Ellie 
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